Well, looks like I’m blogging again. For today, at least. Excuse the absence… life’s been pretty busy throwing lemons at me and I’ve been pretty busy throwing fire grenades right back at it.
But yes, certain things have happened in these past few months that have made me… disappointed with this wonder we call life. I find myself looking for another life-altering experience, like LOTR and Adam Lambert. Those two things changed me, and the way I look at things, for the better. They gave me hope and inspiration, and belief in the Universe. I need something similar right now. I’ve lost something, and I don’t know what it is…
I miss writing. I still find some time to read… not nearly enough, but it’s something. But I miss writing so much. There’s just no time. I wish I could quit my job and write like I used to. Do I dare? I’m crazy enough to do it, sure, but who wants to deal with the grief that will invariably come from family and friends? Conformity… it’s my worst enemy. And yet I feel myself being pushed into it… being pushed into a fucking box to be tagged and labeled by society. When will they learn I cannot be anything other than myself?
Here’s hoping the Universe delivers.
